Sunday, December 24, 2006

I cant be bothered anymore to write two blogs

one for Me

one for YouAll

one private

one public

another email address

another sign off name

because someone will find out that this person

who may (or not) be on tv

is talking about these other other people

who may also (or not) be on tv

and they might put two-and-two together

there will be Google image searches

and someone will triumphantly send me the link:

look we found whom you were talking about.

be careful what you say,

a cousin will say over a drink,

its a small industry-

fidelity and marriage and sleepovers

mustn't be tossed around

like happy combinations of letters

because there will be Repercussions

so we spliced our lives:

Private and Public

separate-separate

so nobody would know

(because somehow, not writing was never an option)

but now as a masters student,

in a college tucked away in

a collegey part of a big city,

fluorescent gear and biker's helmets

where nobody knows me

surely now

nobody cares what stories i tell.