I cant be bothered anymore to write two blogs
one for Me
one for YouAll
one private
one public
another email address
another sign off name
because someone will find out that this person
who may (or not) be on tv
is talking about these other other people
who may also (or not) be on tv
and they might put two-and-two together
there will be Google image searches
and someone will triumphantly send me the link:
look we found whom you were talking about.
be careful what you say,
a cousin will say over a drink,
its a small industry-
fidelity and marriage and sleepovers
mustn't be tossed around
like happy combinations of letters
because there will be Repercussions
so we spliced our lives:
Private and Public
separate-separate
so nobody would know
(because somehow, not writing was never an option)
but now as a masters student,
in a college tucked away in
a collegey part of a big city,
fluorescent gear and biker's helmets
where nobody knows me
surely now
nobody cares what stories i tell.